Cinnamonsugar

 ever since i moved in Singapore, it was nice and fun at first because i finally had the chance to take a career break. I explore some places and food.  The fun is over when i finally got my PR and need to start looking for a job. And its not that easy eventhough my working experience is already 10years in HR Admin but nobody would call me for an interview. Is it because i’m Malay? Is it because i’m Malaysian? Is it because no experience working in SG? Lol. I started to question myself everyday.  Everyday seems like a nightmare. I didnt know what to do and it seems i do not have purpose in life. But i’m still keep trying. *praying hard* My routine;  1. Shower 2. Watch some random dramas 3. Job hunting 4. Eat. 5. Repeat no.3 6. Go to random library  7. Repeat no.3 8. Go for a walk/jog 9. Overthink and cries (lol kidding) Sounds fun huh? Yes at first but its no longer fun to me. *sad* Have anyone of you experience this? Ummm. Gimme some motivation please. Oh if yo...

 heyyyy whatsupppppp 2025! Its been ages i havent update my blog. *tiup habuk* Since im here at this one place call ‘Library’ somewhere in Tampines Hub. I felt like blogging.  my latest update ; I. Am. Married. *screammmmmm* after many years of being single. Life is crazy. And its even crazier when i got married to a Singaporean and now lived in Singapore. My oh my. Who would’ve thought bout it?  Friends who knew me well they know bout my journey of finding the right guy is one roller coaster man. I almost give up but i am relieved i didnt give up. Just yknow give. It. A. Try. life will surprise you :) Alhamdulilah. I met sucha wonderful and amazing person in my life who i proudly call “my husband”. I think finding the right man in this era issss hard much struggling especially with this social media going on, i mean finding someone who can trully honest is hard. But yknow Allah is the greatest. Keep praying. I doa all my single friends/cousins whoever i know will ease in...